Swishes

When is Kem coming out with new music?

Now that I am a principal cast member on the new reality show Real Coworkers of the COA, I’m kinda mad that no one told me VH-1 was not interested – I’m acting my ass off in the episodes for nothing..sigh.

I hope that Janet posts like a picture of the new baby’s…feet, lol  Give us something girlie!

I need to write a piece about the internet or social media in particular, after watching an episode of Blackish – it made me think about some things

I actually said what I wrote in my head, just like I wrote it and it felt good.

My 2017 Michael Jackson goals are starting to come together – I’m late

I’m ready for my next relationship to be full time

If this promotion doesn’t come thru..my whole way of life is going to have to shift

Every morning I look towards that corner – life certainly has changed

I will say being in a new space and hearing what folks say about me, means that the concerted effort I have made to be who I said I was instead of who I was exhibiting is working – I need to just keep believing

Because it’s sooo all over the place, I want to write out say 5 things that I feel have influenced my retreat and 5 things that I am responsible for before I make this therapy appointment.  I need to focus.

It really is ok at damn near 51 years old to be bold enough to say, It doesn’t matter where I am at in my own development, I’m far enough along to know this is not what I want.

The friendship will never be the same – maybe this year we will talk about it.

I will start with baby steps to try to once again at minimum be able to co-exist on social media.  Instagram is a good place to start I suppose.

Every time things like this happen – I do take pride in the fact that I know how to survive.

I want to get to a place where I can relax – I’m tired of the business of being..broke.  I’ve worked it my whole life.  I want to take on some new ideas, re-arrange my money some new ways. Admit I want nice things.

I haven’t had a hood crush in awhile and thanks to Donald Glover – I now have the Migos

Maybe I should change my car’s name from Fetty Wap to something else, apparently it’s not giving me any love.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Taking A Dump

I consider myself creative and it transfers into my dreams.  I have VIVID great dreams and can even pick them up the next night.  I dream a lot – both awake and sleep.  I remember quite a few of them.  However, lately they have been interesting and I had one the other night that I have NEVER had before.

There is A LOT of stuff going on in my life right now and I am actually dealing with it all pretty well.  I will expound on it in a look back matter, this just kinda came to the surface first.  At some point you really just have to say, though I am not keen of this whole adult thing, it’s where I’m at and I might as well join the damn party lol

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Well the other night I had a dream about me randomly squatting in public and taking a full blown DUMP!! Yep!  I was literally ‘shittin on them hoes’  what in all the hell?!  I had never experienced this. In the dream, I was openly taking a dump but discreetly trying to clean it up and no one was really even noticing.

I woke up feeling some kinda way and as a purveyor of both horoscopes and dream books, I had to go searching to find out what this means and when I read it – – I sat for a minute and let it sink in.

  • To dream of defecation in front of other people may represent pressure you feel being placed on you to deal with a problem. It may also reflect feelings of embarrassment as you deal with problems out in the open.
  • If one excretes in an unknown place in a dream, it means that his deeds will not be acknowledged, nor will he receive any reward for them.
  • Dreams containing feces may be odd but they are not uncommon. Feces represent those things that you no longer need, things that are currently garbage or waste and need to be discarded. This dream may represent healthy psychological progress. It may indicate that you are cleansing yourself of unnecessary and…
  • Feces Dreams containing feces may be odd but they are not uncommon. Feces represent those things that you no longer need, things that are currently garbage or waste and need to be discarded. This dream may represent healthy psychological progress. It may indicate that you are cleansing yourself of unnecessary

 

I see a piece of EVERYTHING currently on my plate and having this dream is actually a healthy manifestation of my own growth. It also kinda answered a question for me about one of the situations – I need to move FORWARD and see what else is out there.